Decision always there

so cold in the office today,and so empty,.those people in the office still having their raya leave and only those non-muslim in the office today,my mind so empty and no idea what want to do,,am staring at my online application form(filled already),now need to attached with all my copies of cert and etc before i courier it...still thinking wether need to go ahead with my e-pjj application or not,the due date will be on 3 oct 2009(fri)...in my heart, i really need to get my degree but in the other side of my mind,wether i can cope with all my time as a wife,mother and a student later on which is really need a very good time management..to be honest here,am regret quit my degree on 2006,,,,what made me make a decision to quit i dont even remember,,,,GOd show me the way,.still thinking..i know its not hard to go for any decision,but there is still have an option,,,,,ok,..let make its easy,will courier my application and whatever result later on will think about it again,,gud luck for me,,,,,