Motherhood-"kOs Lepas"(economic concepts)

In motherhood period kita selalu mengaplikasikan kos lepas,seperti kita sedia maklum dalam konsep ekonomi...so here it is,as time pass by,so many thing that we missed(its not that we don’t want to involved but we had other commitment) and so many thing that we go through.Sweet and bitter of life still we called it as experienced. On last post I did mentioned about my plan to further my study, after considered few thing and circumstances I decide to postpone my plan on my study, just hang on for while, next year then I do my application again, I do upset on my decision,but I cant too greedy get what I want and need. Nah,,people,,I decide not to ahead on my study this year because;first thing 1^st, there is no convenience time for my me and my kids, since my time was so tight which I’ve experience everyday,go down to work back from work, straight away do chores and settling my kids stuff from wash their milk bottle(my mum in law didn’t wash their 10btls the whole day,she “need” me come back from work to wash it)-can you imagine that?..give bath to them,if there is time I will bring them go to play ground to have their fun time so that night time its easy to put them to sleep. After give them bath, prepare for their dinner, done with dinner feeding, help prepare for family dinner,after dinner will doing all the washing,cleaning,trash etc….by the time I finished everything, time was 9.00pm something this is not count on if we having our dinner late. Later after I will do all the laundry folding, see..where’s a time for me to focus on study,,the kids still depend on me, time bujang dolok kita bleh make our own decision without think about other thing,,there is nothing to consider,,as a mother and a wife need to be tolerate,,this is life,is always about tolerate each other.,Whatever it is, am proud be a mother to my 2 lil girls yang nakal dan cukup mengajar aku kesabaran sebenarnya.