Yesterday(11/06/2010) was Rinai's birthday, me and hubby had been plan didnt do any celebration or even buy a birthday cake for her. Since the grandma was suffer with her colon cancer which just found last month we decide not to do anything for their birthday because its not nice to be celebrate whereby the grandma was so deed in suffering of her cancer. Look at my MIL condition, it is suffer enough. She was lying down 24hrs,looks so tired and the body shrink so much.
This is what happen to me since 2months back. keep on apply leave because need to look after my kids when my MIL not around when she went for her medical check up in hospital. am quite confuse and no talk since my husband so many idea to get a baby sitter la,get ama la,send to nursery la,send to my next door la,bla bla bla..its make me and him sometimes into quarrel. If for me, i rather send this two go to my next door who had been experience look after baby 10year experience. Its more convenience for me. Somemore Ruran and Rinai now more independent kids..Ruran off of her diapers and she know go to toilet and bath herself. Is just that for Rinai need to see her coz she like grab anything which is might be dangerous for her.
Now am expecting and still bingung want to think when the small one come out who going to look after. All of this been playing around on my head, especially for my kids. Impossible for me to quit my job because i love my job and in the other hand i am help alot in the house in term of expenses.
Now wait and see what is going on after this. Still concentrate on the new baby(shoping new baby stuff) and also keep on thinking which is the best for my kids and family. Life just like a wheel which we never know when we will be down and up...Just prepare for it and be optimist for whatever coming up. Regardless bad or good.
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